Billie Eilish & 7:AMP
Billie Eilish has opened up about her relationship with fellow artist 7:AMP in her new Apple TV+ documentary.
The film gives fans a deeper look into her personal life, including her breakup with the 24-year-old hip-hop star.
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The Bad Guy singer refers to 7:AMP as, "Q," in her documentary, The World's A Little Blurry.
Despite her love for him, she finds herself frustrated by their romance several times throughout the film.
There's one part where she seemingly calls him for support after she forgets the lyrics to one of her songs at Coachella.
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On the phone, the 19-year-old asks, "Can you come here? Can't you see me?"
It becomes clear he's not around when Billie asks, "What do you mean, 'try?'"
She hangs up the phone and flings it on the floor.
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Q hurts his hand
Later in the documentary, we learn Q has broken his hand after punching a wall.
Billie tells her friend, "I'm trying to get him to go to therapy."
"He's so self-destructive," she admits.
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In another scene, Billie is asked if he did anything special for Valentine's.
She responds, "Haven't gotten anything. And the night before, he'd been really weird and distant and s**t."
It turns out he was going on a trip with his friends, and couldn't be with her.
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Billie says, "I was just like, 'You know what? Have fun. Don't worry about me.'"
"'I'm miserable, and I miss you, and I wish you would talk to me, and I have no one else to talk to.'"
Towards the end of the documentary, the Ocean Eyes singer breaks it off with him.
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The breakup
Billie opens up about their split on camera, "I just wasn't happy."
"I didn't want the same things he wanted and I don't think that's fair for him."
"I don't think you should be in a relationship super excited about things that the other person couldn't care less about."
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"I don't think that's fair to you. I don't think that's fair to him. There was just a lack of effort."
"I was literally like, 'Dude, you don't have enough love to love yourself so you can't love me...'"
"'And you don't. You think you do,'" Billie adds.
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The artist admits, "I do love him though, which made it harder."
"I'm not over him, I didn't find someone else."
"I didn't stop having love for him," Billie says.
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The singer continues, "I just spent time away from him for a little bit and I was like, 'Wow I'm missing so much because I'm worried about you all the time and I don't want what you want and you don't want what I want.'"
"I don't want to fix him. I can't fix him."
She admits, "I tried."
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Billie Eilish: The World's A Little Blurry is streaming now on Apple TV+.
